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2009年 9月6号

见到一些不想见到的人
觉得很恶心
睡了一觉都还没有恢复
怎么才能忘掉,可以像Dumbledore一样 把回忆当丝从脑袋里抽出来 放在瓶子里 就好了
 
有种欲哭无泪,行尸走肉的感觉
心情好象永远不会好
不停的过着追寻快乐的生活,不停的在苦恼 在彷徨 在矛盾
快乐的人生是什么,充实的人生是什么,人生是什么,至少我的人生里,钱的份量 不到百分之一
 
看着那些 为了钱 拼命 懦弱 甚至背叛的人,不能苟同
那些因为钱而判断人的人,势力的人,不能苟同
朋友不多,但都还好。
只是在身边,每天面对的一个人,是这样,并且,不能交流
 
在从跨出家门的那一刻,我失去了很多再也回不来的东西
也得到了根本没有想过会得到的东西
尽管全身有一千根神经,却唯独 那一根神经得逞 不停的把我拉进现实
所有的清高 所有的感性 都被我藏起来 藏到忘了他们的存在
 
我行我素,用自己的方式 肆无忌惮的宣泄,按照自己的理想 像艺术家一样 在精神上活着
却还是一直过着不能苟同的物质生活
外表的重要 早已重要过内心的安宁
不沉稳,不安定,不宽容,不快乐
 
在想,经常在想
没有他的支持,我不会还在这里,不会毫无顾忌的入籍,不会不停的找工资更高的工作,不会不停的追求完美的外表,更不会连续几年不回武汉,把家人变成陌生人
有的时候,的确 看起来很美,抱怨的时候 会被友人提醒"有些人 就是不知足"
没有他,我可能还是个大饼脸,不会在自己生日那天 哭到醉到停止呼吸 倒在厕所里,不会因为抢救的事 去急诊室去的这么平凡,我可能已经在武汉安了家,过着简朴 却 快乐 安宁 的生活
 
轰轰烈烈的20几岁,我拥有的 都是侥幸,我失去的 都是人生

错觉

这是一个错觉

我们走过

 

   出国的人,没有什么了不起的,真的!但是,出国以后,每个人都很了不起。 


   如此说是因为,我们有着其他人不能体会的辛酸苦辣,也看过和经过太多气愤无奈。可是从来不愿说起,并不等于我们没有故事,恰恰相反的是我们的故事太多,已经不再为此大惊小怪,或者应该说,我们没有时间也没有精力再去想如何诉说了。


  外国人: 不论是自己向往,还是因为其他的原因来到国外,从到了异国他乡的第一步,我们就有了一个共同的名字,外国人。外国人,顾名思义就是外面国家的人,一个本不属于本国的人,外面的永远和里面的有着所谓的区别。本国人口头上是很注意回避用“差别”这个词来形容这种所谓的区别,回避使用带有优劣色彩的词汇,然而这又能如何?实际生活中,赤裸露骨的差别何处不在?租房子,进学校,找工作,就连消费都包括在内。外国人这个名字,随时提醒着我们这里不是家,所以不要幻想平等,不要奢望同情,最后能帮自己的只有自己,要渐渐学会自己疼爱自己。


   扭曲的心: 不得不承认我们的心是被扭曲的,至少不是正常的,我们生存在一个本来不正常的环境里面。从踏入别人的国门,我们就要学着精打细算,学着兢兢业业,学着洁身自好,学着面对油盐酱醋,面对锅碗瓢盆,面对人间冷暖。摔倒了爬起来,明白了懂事了。摔多了,习惯了,坚强了,也孤僻了。大事小事都要靠自己,所以我们越来越坚强,坚强的不习惯别人的关心;时时刻刻都要保护自己,所以我们越来越自恋,自恋的忘记了还要关心别人。我们的浮躁,我们的自私,逆流而上,让我们孤僻的美丽可怜。这不是歇斯底里,一夜之间自己曾所熟悉的拥有的都消失不见,取而代之的是另一个和自己格格不入的世界,谁又会笑得很舒心?


    时间:国外的时间流逝的很快,一天分三十六个小时来用都不够,因为我们要花太多的时间精力在一些曾经觉得微不足道的小事情。洗衣扫地,烧水做饭,缝缝补补,我们的理想不算伟大,只期望偶尔某个早上能偷偷的睡个懒觉。

 
    朋友: 对于在外面的我们来说,有两群朋友,国内和国外的。每次回国,封印的记忆被打开,见到国内朋友是一件多么幸福的事情。只是随着在两个不同环境成长的我们和他们之间,共同语言越来越少,当自己满怀激情的要把经历和感受说给他们的时候,反而让朋友们感到莫名其妙,虽然每次朋友都会微笑点头,但是直觉告诉自己,他们不会懂,就像自己很难理解朋友们的许多想法一样。在国外的朋友就不同了。经历相同的事情,接触相同的时间,共同语言就会多许多,然而离的越近,摩擦面也就越大,好在虽然时不时吵到面红耳赤,几个小时以后,大家又都会回到不分你我,因为心里都明白,处一个朋友是如何宝贵的,快乐是因为两个人的快乐,悲伤是因为两个人的悲伤。蝙蝠不会和鸟儿飞翔,也不同于兽类的习性,能和它为伍的只有和自己一样的蝙蝠.


    恋爱: 国外的爱情,来的太快,走的更快。这里没有亲情,缺少友情,爱情的成分就自然膨胀。脆弱的人把爱情当作良药,坚强的人把爱情当作游戏。这里的爱情就像被饲养的肉食鸡一样,有了目的的成长只是一个简单的程序,几天就可以养肥一只白白胖胖的鸡,几天也可以培养一份看似亲密无间的爱情。结果,和肉食鸡干燥无味的肉质一样,催化起来的爱情也是难以下咽.


    亲情: 想家想父母,但是不懂得如何能确切表达。即便在国外学了许多语言,却发现自己的表达能力越来越差。“慈母手中线,游子身上衣”这里面的分量,心里明白,也想说,说不出来。想家的感觉很美,就像圆月的深夜,想要沉浸在这个美丽中,却有冷风时时提醒自己,这是外国的月亮。家,对我们来说,是藏在心里最暖的一个寄托,不敢打开这个盒子,一旦打开,眼泪就会有流下来。然而,外国不需要我们的眼泪,只需要我们汗水。亲情也自然就成了一个被禁忌的话题,成了扭着心头的痛。


    结果我们在国外,努力过,成功过,相信过,期望过,欣慰过,失败过,猜疑过,伤心过,失望过,愤怒过,高兴过,糊涂过,领悟过,张扬过,虚伪过,坦诚过,兴奋过,平淡过,堕落过,发奋过,认真过,马虎过,悲哀过,同情过,怜悯过,无奈过,争取过,承受过,美丽过,丑陋过,施舍过,得到过,想念过,忘记过,珍惜过,遗失过,挣扎过,痛苦过,精明过,疯狂过,傻过,哭过,笑过,忧过,愁过真心恨过,更真心爱过。
   

我们在国外走过

Hippie hippie, hippie-ish is in me

 
I feel like the late '60s- early '70s bohemian look is really appropriate summer: light fabrics, cheap thrift-store style, bright colors, flowers, peace signs, headbands, etc. I think the hippie philosophy really hits home in the summer as well: it's about freedom, love, being concerned about the environment and the state of the world.
 
 
 
the hippie style is IN and it's as fierce as ever! This means lots of fringe, beaded necklaces, chunky rings, flower prints
 
 
Fingers crossed … Neville and Ferrier in 1968.
 
 
 
 
 
Just put on the headband and the silky skirts baby~and ya all hippie~
my fav Nicole, Hot
 
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nicole richie
 
And...the "I am IN to the headband now, biatch~" Paris
 
Image: Splash News
 
 

8月18号

 
今天,最想说的一句话是...
 
Damn!!! My favorite one-shoulder dress is sold out!!!!
My favorite one-shoulder dress is sold out!!!!
My favorite one-shoulder dress is sold out!!!!
My favorite one-shoulder dress is sold out!!!!
My favorite one-shoulder dress is sold out!!!!
My favorite one-shoulder dress is sold out!!!!
 
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!
 

浪费时间

是谁在浪费谁的时间?
这已经不是第一次了
做这个工作,还会有更多这种情况发生
工作,要以专业的态度对待。真的有那么多人以工作来对你人生攻击吗?
我脾气是很冲,而且什么事情都会写在我的脸上。
我做错了事情,就事论事,可以!
你说到我这个人头上来,我就会让你不得好死。
 
每一天,我努力工作,努力学习,努力改善效率,make differences.
我付出150%的精力在工作上,我绝不责怪自己没有做好。
 
我不会把工作带回家,除非特殊情况!
 
该做的给某些无聊的人要看的报告,我做到临晨2点,早上7.30就到公司准备做得更完美
要说的话题也都在我脑里也形成系统了
我了解我的工作,而且在不断改善,我问心无愧!
 
报告还没有开始2分钟,有人居然说我在浪费时间? 我都还没有切入正题!什么叫presentation?? 不是用嘴说的吗?
你要我把要说的东西写给你看,你直接要我给你寄过去啊!
说我没有结构,我都还没有开始,你知道我的结构是什么??
 
说有一个月的时间准备这个报告,老娘我从1月开始就下报告了,而且每天都会看。整个工作的逻辑都在我的脑筋里
就因为没有写下来就说老娘浪费你他妈的时间??
 
那老娘我他妈的时间和努力呢??!!就因为没有写下来,你们就全盘否定??
 
做的好,连屁都不给一个,因为那都是你他妈应该做的。
做的不好,just burn in hell!!
这就是你们鼓励,motivate人们的方式吗?
还是想充分展现你们的淫威和低级??!!
 
老娘忍了不只一次两次了!
老娘有的是工作的激情和上进心,一而再再而三的de-motivate我,摧残我的自信,践踏我的自尊
你们他妈给我的,只会让那个我觉得更无用,更消极,更恨这个世界!
老娘为什么还要继续在这里被这些丑陋的面孔和灵魂所污染?!
 
一群自私无趣的小人!
 
你以为我怕小人跟贱人呐!老娘最不怕的就是这种人了!!
 
要说明,今天报告完了之后,我摔门直冲HR去辞职,绝对不是冲动.
跟那两个人的对话,也绝对不会改变我的决定!
 
一开始,男友介绍我进来,他开心,但闺蜜知道,自从面试之后我就开始反感了,而且根本就不想进来!挣扎着~直到回武汉
本来从武汉回来之后就决定一定要辞的,几个月前就把自己桌上的东西都搬了回来
男友早就同意了,爸妈也完全赞成,还一直问我为什么还不辞,拖个什么,原因是什么~
原因是不想让一个重要的人失望,因为用学到的东西,我可以做的更好,不管是工作还是做人。没有这个人我可能会失去工作的动力。
 
这只是一个job that pays the bill!
And I don't need this job to pay my bill, i have enough to cover!
And I don't need this job to destroy my ethusiastic and my confidence any longer!
 
在这个公司里面发生的奇奇怪怪的事情,男男女女的事情,厌烦了,觉得恶心!觉得自己很脏,很下贱。
我要重新找回我自己,做更好的人!

Gone Too Soon - To MJ.

I grew up on Michael's music, when I was little, one day, 
my cousin was so exited and showed me a music video  -
"Beat it"
He was like "a bunch of cool guys look like gonna have a fight,
but end up with dancing together, haha~"
I remember we constantly sitting in front of a tv or computer 
whenever we got Michael's new songs and music videos
until 2001 "You Rock My World"

I was expecting your new music
But suddenly, you were gone..

Michael, your talent and genius will be forever missed
for me...

You were a beautiful person with the most beautiful heart I could think of
You were the man who gave so much and asked for so little in return

Sob...

My wonderful memories with you and your musics will live on  
My children and grandchildren will sing to your songs..

You are in a better place now
Rest in peace with angles


Be a good child, I believe we will meet agian in next life
In Neverland...

是走向成熟的表现吗?

 
我已经不喜欢花太多时间沉浸在感情的思考中,那种煽情的小情节已经不属于我了
 我开始喜欢独处的时光,而不会再顾影自怜
 我有一个blog,只有一个,不许自己再有另一个或几个了,不会花30分钟做一个很美的table,再花5分钟填点东西进去
 ...有时候会在blog写东西,里面也有照片,不会再到处走访别人的blog,因为这里的东西都是写给自己看的
 
 我开始发现不吃早餐的严重性,不管怎样也要赛点东西到胃里
 我永远给不出我年龄的正确答案,26还是27,26岁半吧
 一个星期一定有一天会花在超市里,一定要买好1周到半个月的生活用品,冰箱空了就要塞满
 
 打电话给父母,开始叮嘱他们要注意身体,有时觉得自己是大人,他们像我的孩子...
 
 绝对不允许浪费水浪费电
 看到很小的小朋友时,会觉得童年真美好...
 
 但很多时候我还是不知道钱花到哪里去了
 还是会闭着眼睛听音乐,好像接吻的感觉
 偶尔和朋友同事们玩,会喝酒,而且会醉得很厉害...
 还喜欢把东西到处扔,乱七八糟的也不会不舒服...
 有时还是会没有理由的放空...
 
 所以长大了吗?
 所以什么时候才会长大?
 所以长大了, 一切都会好吗...... 

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2009 Horoscope Special

Aries

March 21 to April 20
Arians are all about action for its own sake. Your raw energy adds spark and charisma wherever you go. Impossible to ignore, you'll try anything once. Very little daunts you, but you dread not being able to do what you like, when you like. You need to be in control and are always ready to fight for what you believe in. When under attack, your first instinct is to fire first and ask questions later. Emotionally impulsive, when you're happy it's a jump-up-and-down kind of joy; when you're angry or upset, your aggression can be overpowering. Fortunately, you're quick to forgive - but not necessarily forget. You're always busy, although you can find it difficult to take direction and advice - possibly because many Arians learn early on that to get what they want, they have to do it themselves. This is the sign of a true survivor.

2009 Overview

For some time now, Saturn has been challenging ideals that have previously acted as your safe harbour. You've effectively been cast adrift and it is little wonder you've often felt lost. Thankfully, the cosmos has guided you back to safety. The most important areas in your life this year will be friendships, career and health. Jupiter will declare a social triumph as early as January. You might have to keep an eye on expenditure for a while longer, but only until your birthday season. May could bring the odd power struggle at work or at home, particularly over financial or legal matters. June will improve communications. Soon after, the sun will lend ambition to your professional dreams. By year's end, you should have a much better idea of where - and how far - you want to go.

Taurus

April 21 to May 20
Few would deny your need for control. Once you get a fixed idea, you stubbornly adhere to what you believe in - and you always finish what you start. This determination helps you achieve levels of success others can only dream of. There's not much that can daunt a bull, except for a lack of money. You know the peace of mind financial security brings, and you aim to get it. Friends and partners are often in awe of this firm resolution. When making commitments you hate being rushed, but when you finally agree to a project, idea or relationship, you hang onto it. Carried to extremes, this can put you in a familiar rut. The bull can also have a quick temper - and will instinctively charge when attacked.

2009 Overview
Work threatens to monopolise the year, but you won't mind. The mix of perseverance and ambition that runs through your veins can only lead to success. Submitting to a behind-the-scenes role will no longer suit your style. But remember, life isn't all work. With carnal desires running free, you'll discover business contacts can just as willingly become romantic ties. Singles will play the field most of the year; established duos will enjoy revived lust. But regardless of your romantic status, you could meet someone who becomes instrumental in pushing you into the public eye. Some, however, could resent your rise to glory. If placed on the defensive, bring out your greatest weapon - tenacity.

Gemini

                                                                                                          May 21 to Jun 21
Geminis rarely deal with one thing at a time. Your mercurial mind needs to study, read, learn and dissect. You enjoy pleasing others, but you don't always know how to please yourself. What most people see in you rarely reflects your true feelings and, at times, the deep loneliness inside. Yours is a highly sensitive body - especially your nervous system. There's also an inclination to change your mind without warning. While you enjoy friendships on a more one-on-one basis, you need a relationship that won't tie you down. Nonetheless, when truly committed, you can be generous, loving and loyal. Geminis are the most likely to be a twin or have twins. You possibly also have two mother figures in your life. The best news? You're blessed with a lasting youthfulness.

2009 Overview
For many years, you've been coping with transformation on many levels - most importantly, your psyche. Pluto continues to question your behaviour, as well as the motives of those who've had - or still have - influence over you. There's no better way to gain a deeper understanding of yourself than to learn from the past and the present. A wider perspective will replace any tunnel vision you may have. Pluto represents a raw force of nature that creates and preserves, but also destroys. To transform, things will be torn down or pruned, leading to regeneration - just like new shoots on a branch. This year is also a time for travel and study. Health will improve, as will family relationships. After September, you'll want to soak up as many life experiences as you can. Should fresh romantic prospects float in on the early summer breeze, go fly your kite.

Cancer

        
June 22 to July 22
You feel things with every sense of your being. Driven by powerful emotions, you're either ecstatic or sad - rarely anything in between. And even though you try to keep your emotions under control, tears come easily and demonstrate true compassion. You can't bear to see anyone in pain. If you're betrayed or taken for granted, the hurt can linger for years. Silence is usually your weapon of choice. Cancerians worship loved ones and the home with devotion and almost unconditional sacrifice. You're always there for family and friends. You were born with a considerate attitude and sympathetic heart. Little wonder you're so loved.

2009 Overview
There are four lunar eclipses this year, and since the moon is your ruling planet, change is inevitable. Rather than resist it, rethink your image and sense of direction. Expect a range of exciting new acquaintances, but don't write off reconciliation with someone from the past. During the winter months, an increased appetite for nasty-yet-nice sex will add extra sizzle to a fiery passion. This hedonism won't slow down until October. In terms of career, too many broken promises have eroded your courage. But the sun will restore confidence and throw in extra cash for good measure. You'll receive an offer that's too good to refuse.

Leos

July 23 to August 22
Leos are born proud and passionate. Majestic in every way, the lion is your zodiac symbol. You can be commanding - sometimes overly so. There's a strong need to be loved, and to protect everyone within your kingdom and beyond. You're constantly on the move, often refusing to slow down. But rest you must. The best remedy for exhaustion is meditation and long breaks absorbing the healing warmth of the sun. This is good advice - if you take it. The trouble is, your pride can be a downfall. Once your mind's made up, you cling to that position no matter what. While this can be a positive quality when you're fighting for what's right, if it's taken to extremes, arrogance can follow. Less haughtiness will gain more cooperation.

2009 Overview
This year, you'll take a chisel to long-held beliefs that no longer seem to serve a purpose. Saturn encourages new studies, Jupiter shakes up your love life, while Pluto pushes for material and professional gain. Oddly, in 2008, a lack of conviction may have been your undoing. But with three major planets spurring you on, you'll demand carte blanche to show off your capabilities in 2009. Every move, whether it's upward or wayward, will give you that personal stamp that makes you a more complete person. Should emotional issues try to invade your relationships, some new ground rules will have to be applied. Unfortunately, this may mean some ties will be broken. Either way, it's a year when you'll feel more empowered by the decisions you make.

Virgo

August 23 to September 22
Virgos are helpful by nature, not just because you enjoy assisting others, but because of your need to substitute order for chaos. You arrange, analyse and organise, often juggling more than one project at a time. You also have a knack for saying what you want to say when it needs to be said. Just beware the tendency to worry excessively or be overly critical. Few people can live up to your high standards. At times, your need for perfection conflicts with the flawed world we live in. When your nerves become frayed, try to relax; otherwise, stress will take its toll. Even though love runs deep, your innermost feelings are closely guarded. Your secret hope? That others will finally recognise these emotional barriers for what they really are - a challenge to get to know you better.

2009 Overview
Jupiter settles in your work sector this year, promising almost unlimited potential for professional growth. Of course, we rarely get something for nothing, so you'll need to put in some hard work. Your best teacher and role model will always be your higher self - the quiet inner voice that whispers truth and wisdom. Each of us enters this world with unique talents and our own special tasks to perform. When you come to understand the message, you will not only be able to better yourself, but also encourage others to reach their full potential. In turn, your insight will be admired and your generosity rewarded. Even the odd moment of adversity can be turned to your advantage, with each difficulty leading to greater self-understanding and success - as well as peace of mind. Looks like you have a special year ahead, Virgo. Use it well.

Libra

September 23 to October 22
Librans love life and its pleasures. You have a finely balanced intellect and can generally see both sides of any issue. Your mind is mostly open to new ideas and you won't dismiss any possibility without at least considering it. With the scales as your zodiac symbol, you need to find symmetry in everything you do. The slightest deviation in life's balance can leave you feeling frustrated. You have a strong need to be loved and can be a devoted partner. But your emotions blow hot and cold. If hurt, you can withdraw deeply. At work and at home, you excel at collaboration. Indeed, many of your best accomplishments are a result of the support and encouragement you receive from others.

2009 Overview
If you're standing at the crossroads wondering why you've never taken the road less travelled, now's your chance. Jupiter encourages you to let instinct be your primary source of guidance. Gambles could be transformed into triumphs. February and March will draw out your spirit of adventure. Any desire to step off the yellow brick road will probably be justifiable. But you shouldn't trust others so readily. Remember, there are plenty of wolves out there waiting to prey on your profits. Through March, Mars feels raunchy and Jupiter knows it. The good news is that all this cosmic shenanigans takes place in your love sector. New relationships will run hot, and dying embers may be reignited. After November, though, make sure you don't walk into anyone else's psychological cesspool. If necessary, plan an escape to a hot and secluded destination.

Scorpio

October 23 to November 21
Scorpios are born with an innate sense that life is a struggle for survival. You have a strong and persevering nature. You feel everything deeply or not at all. You have the courage to endure the most difficult conditions, and you won't be told what to do - it's your way or no way. But once you've decided on a project, idea or relationship, it's tenaciously pursued. You are perceptive and have a highly developed sixth sense. Your in-built understanding of human behaviour also gives you a natural advantage over the other zodiac signs. Scorpios have a special magnetism and a larger-than-life presence. Deeper down, however, lies a well of emotional insecurity. It may be that childhood experiences have left you feeling hurt or distrustful. If betrayed, you can harbour the desire for revenge. Your life lesson should be to sincerely forgive and forget.  

2009 Overview
Scorpios step into a year loaded with equal measures of certitude and confusion. Saturn throws troubles your way in the form of disruption and control freaks. At the same time, Jupiter ups your popularity ratings and creativity levels. You'll be presented with a dazzling array of choices that encompass new career possibilities, higher education, travel or publishing. And with March encouraging both work and play, why not mix a little business with pleasure? Family concerns will petition your time all year, and it's a fair bet that someone close will need a helping hand. If you're single, the lure towards coupledom may be difficult to resist, while established duos will consider increasing family numbers. Should an important project need bankrolling, relatives look likely to be the most helpful. It's also the ideal year for long-term investment, doing real estate deals or sprucing up the home.

Sagittarius

November 22 to December 21
Sagittarians crave independence and freedom. Your dream is to follow your spirit without restriction. You try to live your life by what you believe is best, regardless of what others think. You don't take kindly to authority and resent overt displays of power. Routine holds no charm, although your refusal to be pinned down and take on responsibilities can be frustrating for others. Your interests are varied, you learn quickly and you prefer to keep all options open. A talent for writing and lecturing is often linked with long-distance travel, and you have a gift for delivering one-line observations with shattering accuracy. When you want to make a good impression, however, you may occasionally be guilty of stretching the truth or embellishing achievements - a talent Sagittarians prefer to call "poetic licence".

2009 Overview
The past 12 months probably weren't what you'd hoped for. You encountered uncertainty and disruption, which chipped away at your sense of belonging. For a while you felt fragmented and out of control. At times, though, it takes dire circumstances to force your hand. When you fall into a rut and refuse to instigate change, the cosmos will do it for you. The year ahead will encourage physical, mental and spiritual renewal - but this time you'll be an active contributor. Many outworn attitudes will be traded for more relevant ideals. Although work may demand more commitment, you'll be rewarded with unprecedented success. You also have enough planetary diversions on offer to promise an unusual romantic adventure. And with your confidence on the rise, you'll return to the social scene. Welcome back, Sagittarius. You've been missed!

Capricorn

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December 22 to January 19
If a job needs doing, ask a Capricorn. Highly principled and ambitious, you achieve more than most. Financially, you need status, but it's not just riches and power you crave - respect and recognition are equally important. Your sign is well known for following the path of the tried and true. Capricorn is cautious and self-demanding - often too much so. Despite your tremendous perseverance, you can worry to the point of exhaustion. Ease off the pressure and venture beyond the familiar, or you may miss life's rarer moments. In relationships, you're generous and faithful, as long as the feelings are reciprocated. Even then, you find expressing your emotions difficult. And once your mind's made up, it can be difficult for others to change it. Although some find this single-mindedness frustrating, others are seduced by such strength of character and determination.

2009 Overview
It's a year for disciplined work for Capricorns. Although January may feel sluggish, your unique talents will soon come to the fore. Thinking processes will fall into a more logical pattern and projects will finally get the attention they deserve. Travel is likely this year, as is good fortune. Still, it's said that more often than not, luck is opportunity meeting initiative. So gain the upper hand before someone beats you to it. Imagine the possibilities that arise when you meet someone on the same wavelength - a definite likelihood in 2009. You needn't travel too far to find this potential soul mate. After October, however, it wouldn't hurt to be more aware of your motivations, especially before taking on extra work. An enthusiastic sun has a cute way of making you overcommit, so think twice before making promises you can't keep.

Aquarius

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January 20 to February 18
You're an original thinker, blessed with penetrating vision and an insatiable urge to discover. You respect tradition, but you're also able to explore ideas in an avant-garde way. Fairness and freedom are your watchwords, and you can initiate ideas and projects that help solve problems, not just relieve them. However, you don't like to be contradicted or challenged - once you've made up your mind, it's almost impossible for others to change it. In your attempts to be all things to all people, you're susceptible to overload. Go easy on yourself and take the occasional break.

2009 Overview
This year promises to be an illustrious one, thanks to Jupiter. It's a time of change and activity. With charm and charisma peaking by October, you're likely to find acceptance in previously inaccessible areas. If single, prepare for an array of admirers. If attached, expect to be especially close to your partner. This is also likely to be a period of travel, learning, and new experiences. Under this influence, many Aquarians benefit from a pay rise, promotion or bonus. Sometimes, though, it can be easy to fritter away the opportunities Jupiter brings. Enjoy the fun and fortune, but be determined to plant the seeds of success so they may grow taller and stronger when your money sector is activated a year from now.

Pisces

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February 19 to March 20
Compassionate, gentle and mysterious, you're generally guided by your feelings. Emotion often replaces reason and you're blessed with accurate instincts. But to argue with you can be frustrating. Your intellect tends to skate over contradictions and you can be vague and indecisive. Moods are equally changeable - you're ardent one minute, ambivalent the next. You love to drift into another world when times get too tough. Your ideas, however, can be brilliant. Many Pisceans find it difficult to let go of the past, and can suffer from low self-esteem - probably because you worry about your own worth and the validity of what you do. Once you stop seeing everything through a sensitive veil, you have a true potential for genius.

2009 Overview
The coming year encourages you to be ambitious, but keep those dreamy Piscean feet planted firmly on solid ground. You should also watch your spending and allow plenty of time to reach your goals. Let common sense rule your wallet and your pace. Most of you have been in debt for a while now and the cosmos says "enough". So put any good advice or sudden influxes of cash to good use. While you're busy clearing financial burdens, also discard any remnants of self-doubt. A big ask, perhaps, after the traumas of 2008. But you've survived and emerged stronger and wiser. Send this message loud and clear to all who would steer you from your true path. You may also be more inclined towards the esoteric dimensions of life. Meditation, yoga or any form of counselling should work to your advantage. You may even feel more spiritually protected - and you are.

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